Crash

I guy I used to work with died in a horrible car crash last week. I have very mixed feelings about the whole situation. Maybe I shouldn't say anything until I know all the facts. The assumption is that he had a sugar-fit. He was a diabetic. When your blood sugar runs low it makes you crazy and irrational. If you were diabetic you would take every precaution you could to make sure you don't hurt yourself or anyone right? Years ago he had an episode at work, which, until recently was remembered as being a pretty humorous event. I would have hoped that alone would have woken him up a bit. So, ok, fast forward. He was driving on a fast road/highway and crossed the median crashing head on into a semi-truck, not before clipping other innocent people. He did this without even slowing down. Thank goodness nobody else was seriously hurt. I guess what I have a problem with is why the fuck someone would be so damn careless. What if it was my family driving instead of the semi-truck? All because some stupid ass can't take care of himself? Ok, Jesus, he died. I don't know why I can't forgive him. I'm really pissed about it for some reason. I feel like I shouldn't vent to people at work because they would think I'm cold. A bunch of people are going to his wake I hear. Some of them people that haven't seen him in a while either. My feeling is why should I waste gas to pay my respects to this guy? Why can't I get over this? How is this any different than drunk driving? Someone set me straight.